guitarfreakjfe

guitarfreakjfe @ 2005-06-26T01:26:00

2005-06-26T06:31:48Z

i dont even know why i type this crap i mean honestly people lets just say it writing it out in some stupid little journal thing isnt gonna be anywhere near the same as the actual expierience im expieriencing mine i am in love with the most beautiful the most caring intelligent and suprising person on the face of the earth and mere words would but disgrace such a feeling and such a person so you know what so stop reading this shit get off your asses and go live your life

the boogyman is out to get you

2005-06-19T04:49:26Z

ok so jenn comes over to my house tonight which rocked i picked her up fun fun and then we went to the mall to change out a shirt i got at bannana republic then we went to my house and just chilled had fun we watched old school swam and then watched BOOGYMAN it was alright then we took her home fun fun i had a good time luv ya baby

guitarfreakjfe @ 2005-06-16T22:14:00

2005-06-17T03:14:20Z

10 things I hate about you poem (modified)

I hate the way you talk to me,

and the way you cut your hair.

I hate the way you look so good,

I hate it when you stare.

I hate your our crappy arguments

and the way you read my mind.

I hate you so much it makes me sick,

it even makes me rhyme.

I hate the way youre always right,

I hate it when you lie.

I hate it when you make me laugh,

even worse when you make me cry.

I hate it when YOURE NOT AROUND,

and the fact that you didnt call.

But mostly I hate the way I dont hate you,

not even close

not even a little bit

not even at all.

i hate it when i cant hold you,

and the way my heart sings

the way that you steal my breath

and how youre my everything.

AMIN MELA LLE always and forever

WOW this is so me

2005-06-16T07:00:16Z

August
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless.Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride of oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends .

Jenn is the next william hung

2005-06-15T17:48:04Z

and heres why this morning i call my beautiful girlfriend and what do i get a wonderful wake up medely of she bang by my half-awake sleeping beauty it was priceless lol i love you baby

TONIGHT WAS GREAT AND SUCKED AT THE SAME TIME

2005-06-15T05:02:23Z

THE SPURS CRAPPED OUT the game sucked but its ok were gonna work on it for game 4 jenn came over and watched the game with me it was awsome it was just great to see her even tho we waited for her and didnt eat for half an hour to find out she wasnt even on her way lol jk i love you babe dont worry about it its no biggie i had a great time even tho she stole my blankets AND pillows AND beat me up :( im just really really glad we got to see each other AMIN MELA LLE always and forever

ps the mood is for you baby

well ...

2005-06-14T17:14:18Z

Well so this weekend rocked and now this week isnt bad but not as good i really hope i can go with jr and jenn and them tonight to see madagascar for the THIRD TIME lol but it really doesnt bother me its a funny movie so yea but i also hope our plans for the weekend work out too anyways ... O IT IS NOW OFFICIAL haha me and jenn are in a SERIOUS RELATIONSHIP and I am a SERIOUS BOYFRIEND lol so ya im excited i love you babe and im really REALLY happy im with you AMIN MELA LLE always and forever

LAST NIGHT

2005-06-12T21:04:07Z

last night completly rocked we saw my good freind ruben v and like always he was astounding i got to sing to my baby and then we went to logans house and chilled for a bit and i realize i love jenn so much its scary lol but im so glad were together baby AMIN MELA LLE always and forever

guitarfreakjfe @ 2005-06-10T12:20:00

2005-06-10T17:21:49Z

yea so right now im at jenns house and were getting ready to go eat and then proly go to the pool this week was alot of fun and im so ready for ruben v. tmrw yay

guitarfreakjfe @ 2005-06-09T11:53:00

2005-06-09T16:54:46Z

Who will you be stuck with at end of time?
Your name is philip
Your sex is Male
Your favorite color is Blue
You are stuck there because you murdered everyone else
For 12 years
With a penguin.
He/She will think you are beautiful
You will slap them across the face

Quiz created with MemeGen!

What Makes You Sexy?

2005-06-09T16:40:00Z

Name/NickName Philip/Flip
Gender Male
Sexy Body Part Is Your Eyes
Special Talents Are Kissing

Quiz created with MemeGen!

awsome day

2005-06-09T05:24:11Z

ok today i took my little bros matthew and david to the cabana club and we had a blast it was so much fun then they went home but i stayed then ryan picked up me and jenn at like 8:30 ish and we went to habeneros grill and had some awsome food then we all saw madagascar ive already seen it but its still awsome "what is a small bite on the buttocks among freinds ... go on give it a nibble" lol its so freakin funny but ya and now im home im wiped what a day it was awsome i really want to do it again soon

WOW this is so me

2005-06-06T19:12:27Z

You are Marijuana (aka: weed, dope, skunk, chronic...). You are the most commonly used drug in the world. You are powerful, stubborn, moody, have a strong attitude. You are classified as class (A and B) illegal drugs.

What lies behind your eyes?

2005-06-06T18:57:24Z

In your eyes, people see shards of ice everywhere... You are cold and distant, pushing away people that love you and truely care for you! You want to be able to reach out and love them but... You can't for some reason... You're just too.... You :P Underneath that cold exterior lies a warm, happy soul that wants to let loose and have fun! Your sanctuary would probably be anywhere up high where you can look down on life below you, like the roof of an apartment building... Your eyes resemble a saddened, crestfallen person seeking out attention, but doesn't know how to handle it. However, you do find comfort from your friends, they're always there for you, and they know the REAL you :) Even though you do seem rather cold, you can be very protective over something you truely believe in or love. Let go of that "tough" rep and just be you! It's impossible to live life without some fun and love

barbie quiz

2005-06-06T18:50:43Z

You're Gangsta Bitch Barbie. You're tough and you like it rough, and of course you like to pop a cap in any wiggers ass.

What kind of dysfunctional care bare are you?

2005-06-06T18:45:22Z

IM A FRUITY UMBRELLA DRINK

2005-06-06T05:29:06Z

IM SORRY

2005-06-06T04:09:17Z

im sorry baby i didnt see that you had MOVED THEM lol but thank you for not taking them luv ya

I WANT MY PICTURES

2005-06-06T01:44:55Z

babe i want my pictures back i really liked them and i think you look beautiful so plz give them back or else i will be forced to make more since i have a photo printer and then ill make more than one copy and hand them out to ryan and everyone else. i love you hehe plz lol

ok ok i wont really do that but i would really like MY pictures back lol thnx babe

my sign of affection

2005-06-06T01:17:11Z

kiss on the lips - you're sweet and simple but
quite daring. you move for the kill confidently
knowing the other person wants the same thing.

what do you think? do you agree?

we had our talk

2005-06-05T06:21:01Z

wow so we had our talk face to face lol and im really glad cuz we got some things hashed out i just want to say how much i love you babe actually i dont think that words could really express and you have nothing to worry about because im not going anywhere AMIN MELA LLE always and forever

guitarfreakjfe @ 2005-06-04T12:12:00

2005-06-04T18:18:29Z

Your gender: male

Straight/Gay/Bi: Bi

Single?: nope

If not, do you want to be?: no

Birthdate: 8/31

Your age: 17

Age you act: 35 sometimes 3 sometimes

Age you wish you were: 21

Your height: 5'7"ish

Eye color: blue

Happy with it?: yup

Hair color: golden brown

Happy with it?: yup

Lefty/righty/ambidextrous: righty

Your living arrangement: the mom and stepdad

Your family: mom, step-dad, and the two little bros

Have any pets?: 2 dogs 2 cats and 3 snakes

What's your job?: rocking out

Piercings?: not right now but i think im gonna pierce my eyebrow soon

Tattoos?: soon

Obsessions?: uhh SCA if you dont know ask and jenn

Addictions?: DARK chocolate and green tea...and stuff

Do you speak another language?:yes spanish and elvish

Have a favorite quote?: "we'll give him an offer he cant refuse"- The Godfather marlon brando rox

Do you have a webpage?: LJ

Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it

Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: YES

Do you have any secrets?: yea

Do you hate yourself: no

Do you like your handwriting?: no

Do you have any bad habits?: haha yes

What is the compliment you get from most people?: either my eyes or my guitar playing

If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: Who the fuck approved this shit

What's your biggest fear?: loosing the people close to me

Can you sing?: eh kinda

Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: lol yea

Are you a loner?: i can be if i want to but im not

What is your #1 priority in life?: my girlfriend ... ok ok my guitar lol

If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: i dont know

Are you a daredevil?: hell yes

Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: yes

Are you passive or agressive?: agressive

Do you have a journal?: yes

What is your greatest strength and weakness?: STRENGTH-i am extreamly stong willed WEAKNESS-i try to hard to bring the good out in all people and i can be kind of controlling.

If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: i dont know

Do you think you are emotionally strong?: YES lol

Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: yes

Do you think life has been good so far?:yes

What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: " live each day as if its your last because you never know what tommorow has in store for you"-me

What do you like the most about your body?: my arms

And least?: my face

Do you think you are good looking?: no

Are you confident?: yes

What is the fictional character you are most like?: Jack from the newsies

Are you perceived wrongly?: sometimes

Do You...

Smoke?: just quit

Do drugs?: *shifty eyes*

Read the newspaper?: no

Pray?:not usually

Go to church?: not anymore

Talk to strangers who IM you?:dont im

Sleep with stuffed animals?: not anymore

Talk to people even though you hate them?: yes

Drive?: illegally

Like to drive fast?: uhh 125 down the highway in a suburban

Would or Have You Ever?

Liked your voice?: no

Hurt yourself?: yes

Been out of the country?: yes

Eaten something that made other people sick?:no

Been in love?: yes

Done drugs?:didnt i just answer this

Gone skinny dipping?: yes

Had a medical emergency?: yes

Had surgery?: yes

Ran away from home?: yes

Played strip poker?: yes

Gotten beaten up?: yes

Beaten someone up?: yes

Been picked on?: yes

Been on stage?: lol just maybe ... yes

Slept outdoors?: many a time

Thought about suicide?: yes

Pulled an all nighter?: yes

If yes, what is your record?: well lets think a record for an all nighter would be all night so if youve pulled one you cant exactly have a record now can you but ive gone 8 days without sleep

Gone one day without food?: lol im a wrestler ? answerd

Talked on the phone all night?: yes with jenn

Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?:yup

Slept all day?: yup

Killed someone?: ... *shifty eyes*

Made out with a stranger?: yes

Had sex with a stranger?: close but not quite

Thought you're going crazy?: i am crazy mo fo

Kissed the same sex?: lol yes

Done anything sexual with the same sex?: yes

Been betrayed?: many a time

Had a dream that came true?: yes and theyre creepy

Broken the law?: haha yea

Met a famous person?: i know a couple personally

Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: yes

On purpose?: shit yea i go hunting all the time

Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: yes

Stolen anything?: lol yes

Been on radio/tv?: both

Been in a mosh-pit?: hell yea

Had a nervous breakdown?: last night

Bungee jumped?: yes

Had a dream that kept coming back?: yes

Beliefs

Belive in life on other planets?: of course i mean the probability that were the only life is just ridiculous

Miracles?: jenn

Astrology?: no

God?:yes

Satan?: yes

Santa?:of course who doesnt

Ghosts?: yes

Luck?: no i belive in vibes

Love at first sight?: yes and no

Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?:yes

Witches?: yes

Easter bunny?: but of course

Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: yes and i will

Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: no its dark chocolate and pearls right babe

Do you wish on stars?: everytime

Deep Theological Questions

Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: i dont know

Do you think God has a gender?: no

Do you believe in organized religion?: no

Where do you think we go when we die?: i dont know never died

Friends

Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: yes

Who are your best friends?: jenn ryan katya em

Who's the one person that knows most about you?: jenn

What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: "Dont waste your life"-my dad

Your favorite inside joke?: the fantastic four and ahhhh skeet skeet

Thing you're picked on most about?: my height

Who's your longest known friend?: chris vonderhar

Talking to right now: no one

Newest?: kathy

Shyest?: no shy freinds lol

Funniest?: ryan by far

Sweetest?: my baby girl

Closest?: again jenn

Weirdest?: em

Smartest?: dunno theyre all pretty smart

Ditziest?: logan

Friends you miss being close to the most?: dunno

Last person you talked to online?: jenn

Who do you talk to most online?: jenn

Who are you on the phone with most?: jenn

Who do you trust most?: ryan and jenn

Who listens to your problems?: ryan and katya

Who do you fight most with?: haha jenn

Who's the nicest?: kathy

Who's the most outgoing?:prolly me and ryan

Who's the best singer?: JENN

Who's on your shit-list?: dont have one

Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: yes

Who's your second family?: the bridgewaters

Do you always feel understood?: no

Who's the loudest friend?: EMILY

Do you trust others easily?: yes and that gets me into shit sometimes

Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: jenn

Do your friends know you?: eh yea

Friend that lives farthest away: i live out in beorne so they all live far away from me

Love and All That

Do you consider love a mistake?: no

What do you find romantic?: when you come over to someones house to just eat a homecooked meal go swimming in their pool at like 10 oclock at night and then just "watching" a movie ok so we werent watching the movie. lol

Turn-on?: jenn

Turn-off?: liars and mean people

First kiss?: kissing where ; )

If someone who you had no interest in had interest in dating you, how would u feel?: flatterd yet awkard

Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going out with them: yea but it didnt really work that way with me and jenn

Have you ever wished it was more socially acceptable for a girl to ask a guy out: doesnt matter to me

Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: yes beauty is not only skin deep you can have a gorgeous personality and i find that very sexy

Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: i dont know ask them

What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: pms

What's the last present someone gave you?: hehe jenn ; )

Are you in love?: maybe

Who Was the Last Person...

That haunted you?: dunno

You wanted to kill: haha ummm prolly either michel or em

That you laughed at?: jenn

That laughed at you?: jenn and my bros

That turned you on?: jenn

You went shopping with?: shit no idea

That broke your heart?: lacy

To disappoint you?: my bros

To ask you out?: no idea

To make you cry?: my dad

To brighten up your day?: jenn

That you thought about?: jenn

You saw a movie with?: my rents and bros

You talked to on the phone?: jenn

You talked to through IM/ICQ?: jenn

You saw?: jenn ryan em

You lost?: dunno

Right This Moment...

Are you going out?: i hope not

Will it be with your significant other?: i hope so

Or some random person?: no

What are you wearing right now?: nothing

Body part you're touching right now: wouldnt you like to know

What are you worried about right now?: i dont get worried

What book are you reading?: none at the moment

What's on your mousepad?: what mousepad

Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: groggy apathetic loved horny annoyed

Are you bored?: eh kinda

Are you tired?: no i just woke up

Are you talking to anyone online?: no

Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: no

Are you lonely or content?: content

Are you listening to music?: always

this week

2005-06-03T18:39:26Z

wow so this week was great
MONDAY-that night jenn katya and jr all came over to my house and we chilled and swam in my pool and hung with my brothers then we watched eurotrip awsome o and i cooked yay.
TUESDAY-pretty much nothing just watched my bros all day and then talked with jenn alot on the phone.
WEDNESDAY-chilled at the house then went out with ryan and em we went to sunken gardens at like 10:30 at night it was awsome em got scared and grabbed my arm then i told to grab ryan i mean hes her date lol then we got sonic mmmmm and then i went to go say goodnight to my baby gurl and her dad scared the crap out of me hehe.
THURSDAY-i saw madagascar with my brothers and then had my brain fried my balls cut off and just plain beaten up and abused for nothing lol but it was all worth it because of...
FRIDAY-i pray to god that this plan works whats supposed to happen is jenn em and ryan are all supposed to come over and we are going to double date im gonna cook everyone a romantic dinner and we are going to eat by candle light under the stars hopefully lol so i am all planned out and im never planning anything ever again lol

dont be mad cuz your the cat

2005-06-03T03:14:49Z

dont be mad cuz your the cat and cant be the cool calm mellow dawg like me thats right D-A-W-G thats me what now punk lol ... actually we are both the dawgs and this is jenn

Grrrrrrr.... : P

guitarfreakjfe @ 2005-06-02T00:51:00

2005-06-02T05:56:36Z

ha.this is jenn and i just wanted to share an icon that danica made me that is sooo true bout u babe.

hahaha.i win philip. face it! u cant beat an awesome dog like me :)